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To even get this far in ever telling this story again or even trying to tell it what did I have to do? Foremost, I had to create this blog so I could post as much I could without being hindered. But fuck me if I want to fear for the safety of my continued craft and really fucked up it is- to be struggling to preserve your narrative and everyone not really caring what you are doing at all.I mean, if I ran on the support of people I would be fucked over. So many people ditch while I got the great endeavor together. I mean like that is really much the level of support I get here, ehmm. But with Mindgames much wrapped up in the beginning production however long that took to do since the summer starting with the clock event no one remembers-there is much to continue. I mean I could not just tell Technogothica when I have so much projects and I cannot just leave them without insurance of being done. Eventually came the long curve around to getting this work done. Slowly over time that is what you ultimately have to do especially when you have obligations to your heart and health and other facets and projects in life. I know that people will not understand this but I am not one of those people to advertise this will get done and that will get done and its all talk and there is no plan around it. Sometimes might over shoot on how to do things but that is human and really no one is paying me much anything to work as a if a machine which probably you should never be. I have however learned in this that maybe I am giving too much creative works on my blogs off too easily for free.
I mean let's look on Shark on Campus, that was when I had a higher morale and could remove the lines from paper like magic and maybe it was because notebook paper does not have that permanence gaze as other lined paper and the lines are smaller but if you are to look at that work I did in September 2018, it has no lines and perfectly colored. Mainly because I had a good pencil that made lines I wanted. I had morale and I really was just focusing on that work alone. Yet you add more works to the mix and the kick down and ugliness of people in real life and none of them ever being good people to associate in any romantic manner-your romantic life suffers and your morale goes down. Some might have even rage quit for the pain they were in but oh not me and people would never know this but the sharp reality of people failing in the sense of morals just gets to you to an extent you cannot be content in your corner anymore and have to be aware for now and forever and ever against those people who dare bait you. I say there were none real romantic prospects at all. Yet sadly those could not be ruined like the ones that were real ones if not years ago. Where are the singing bandits of commonplace with the shifty immoral people? They are off laughing at you falling into a trap. They want you to fail. Its just a sum game to take any chance of real romantic happiness with you and you realizing everyone you talk to is a trap realizes in your mind how great a crime has been committed against you. Those people you held a connection and sped away for their safety from the mob can never be replaced. I learned that in the most harsh way.
Yet friend this takes awhile to realize. It does. I realize that this only grants more merit to the story of Technogothica. If you ever want to be enlightened. People of real action make real choices of action. They don't just continue to talk about how they are going to do it. While I would have usually continued talking about my progress, I wanted the idea of Technogothica to be new and a fresh idea as much there has never been even a draft comic released and that is a good thing. I think recently draft comics like I did for Apollo, Kirby, Shark on Campus, Mindgames and Sunglasses really evade the whole story telling mystique and toss the whole story out there for people who are not just suited to reaped the drafting methods true means and measures.I just don't think people out there can appreciate the drafting format of the storytelling process. Maybe people who aimed to create their own stories in the past could but it seems all those people are gone now at least from MK MZODERN and the world is stuck with people who settle for less in aristry in the online world when they want more. I KINDA DON'T APPRECIATE GIVING OUT THINGS THAT ARE VITAL FOR FREE AND NO ONE MUCH CARE OR SHOW ANY GRATITUDE NOR APPRECIATION. If we are being real here there is a real disrespect in the erosion of an audience due to several features. I won't go into that but really- its enough to be hurt in real life but to hurt online as if there is nowhere of opportunity and no where of speech. I was trying to be nice by showing people show type of method to organize their craft but I realize that really I cannot do that anymore and its not cost effective and if I really want to teach people I need to reach my goals first. That is what I realized in sum.
What happens here on this site? There are so many things could happen. I could color the original comic like I did recent for the past Mindgames comics that were transcribed on paper. I could do that.But you know what. No, I must get mine and this site is frankly what I choose. Let's begin by what the original comics where even supposed to be.
To even get this far in ever telling this story again or even trying to tell it what did I have to do? Foremost, I had to create this blog so I could post as much I could without being hindered. But fuck me if I want to fear for the safety of my continued craft and really fucked up it is- to be struggling to preserve your narrative and everyone not really caring what you are doing at all.I mean, if I ran on the support of people I would be fucked over. So many people ditch while I got the great endeavor together. I mean like that is really much the level of support I get here, ehmm. But with Mindgames much wrapped up in the beginning production however long that took to do since the summer starting with the clock event no one remembers-there is much to continue. I mean I could not just tell Technogothica when I have so much projects and I cannot just leave them without insurance of being done. Eventually came the long curve around to getting this work done. Slowly over time that is what you ultimately have to do especially when you have obligations to your heart and health and other facets and projects in life. I know that people will not understand this but I am not one of those people to advertise this will get done and that will get done and its all talk and there is no plan around it. Sometimes might over shoot on how to do things but that is human and really no one is paying me much anything to work as a if a machine which probably you should never be. I have however learned in this that maybe I am giving too much creative works on my blogs off too easily for free.
I mean let's look on Shark on Campus, that was when I had a higher morale and could remove the lines from paper like magic and maybe it was because notebook paper does not have that permanence gaze as other lined paper and the lines are smaller but if you are to look at that work I did in September 2018, it has no lines and perfectly colored. Mainly because I had a good pencil that made lines I wanted. I had morale and I really was just focusing on that work alone. Yet you add more works to the mix and the kick down and ugliness of people in real life and none of them ever being good people to associate in any romantic manner-your romantic life suffers and your morale goes down. Some might have even rage quit for the pain they were in but oh not me and people would never know this but the sharp reality of people failing in the sense of morals just gets to you to an extent you cannot be content in your corner anymore and have to be aware for now and forever and ever against those people who dare bait you. I say there were none real romantic prospects at all. Yet sadly those could not be ruined like the ones that were real ones if not years ago. Where are the singing bandits of commonplace with the shifty immoral people? They are off laughing at you falling into a trap. They want you to fail. Its just a sum game to take any chance of real romantic happiness with you and you realizing everyone you talk to is a trap realizes in your mind how great a crime has been committed against you. Those people you held a connection and sped away for their safety from the mob can never be replaced. I learned that in the most harsh way.
Yet friend this takes awhile to realize. It does. I realize that this only grants more merit to the story of Technogothica. If you ever want to be enlightened. People of real action make real choices of action. They don't just continue to talk about how they are going to do it. While I would have usually continued talking about my progress, I wanted the idea of Technogothica to be new and a fresh idea as much there has never been even a draft comic released and that is a good thing. I think recently draft comics like I did for Apollo, Kirby, Shark on Campus, Mindgames and Sunglasses really evade the whole story telling mystique and toss the whole story out there for people who are not just suited to reaped the drafting methods true means and measures.I just don't think people out there can appreciate the drafting format of the storytelling process. Maybe people who aimed to create their own stories in the past could but it seems all those people are gone now at least from MK MZODERN and the world is stuck with people who settle for less in aristry in the online world when they want more. I KINDA DON'T APPRECIATE GIVING OUT THINGS THAT ARE VITAL FOR FREE AND NO ONE MUCH CARE OR SHOW ANY GRATITUDE NOR APPRECIATION. If we are being real here there is a real disrespect in the erosion of an audience due to several features. I won't go into that but really- its enough to be hurt in real life but to hurt online as if there is nowhere of opportunity and no where of speech. I was trying to be nice by showing people show type of method to organize their craft but I realize that really I cannot do that anymore and its not cost effective and if I really want to teach people I need to reach my goals first. That is what I realized in sum.
What happens here on this site? There are so many things could happen. I could color the original comic like I did recent for the past Mindgames comics that were transcribed on paper. I could do that.But you know what. No, I must get mine and this site is frankly what I choose. Let's begin by what the original comics where even supposed to be.
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