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     Why a tech and why a goth? It basically explains the nature of two main characters in what is a story. One is technologically savvy and the other has a more dark inner tone. They ride around in misadventures and the such. I think pretty enough that sums up what a Technogothica could be. Or how the tech and goth work together.

    When I was working on this work in summer 2016 after submitting Shark on Campus to its ill fated entry to a contest that was very bad; I realize to work on the feelings instead of an instance. This work is truly  more emotional than the rest. I wanted to convey betrayal but not any type of betrayal. Nope, the more connection of you feel something magical and yet a person betrays you just to be engaged in treating you as an object. If rather have obligation to some static and unwell meaning ideas and just obligations to a meaningless status quo and if not very bad elements of their culture.

    Things can be all fun and games and they seem to work out but really at the end of the day-this type of betrayal is just disgusting and shows that there is no respect for humanity and even what moral and deeper spiritual, interpersonal and sophisticated connections it can create. To be said; some people are just born evil and contempt for anything good in the earth and world and whilst they take advantage of the good-they are in deficit and deficient of these qualities. And no you cannot teach them these things.

    Just to be said; this is based off my experiences with women in general since college and how some people just aren't good people yet pretend to be. They will risk anything to pretend but they are not and they will ruin countless lives and experiences of others just to get whatever they want which is just the destruction of order, people living their good lives interrupted and just disturbing all that's good. These people are the true criminals. This story was made to show that. But alas, things don't go all as planned.

   This work has not really much good a proper graphical conclusion. In fall 2016 of course, there was something that blocked me from aspiring to the real spirit of the work. There were many versions I tried to get back to it in fall 2016 but I was swept away in waves of some terror. There was a version in spring 2017 and then summer 2017. The summer 2017 tired to reinvent the story but just the original ideas were missing. 2018, came around and I got a work close to the original. I would in summer 2019, get the closer even so forth to the original. I did a whole blog event out of the thing. In fact Technogothica actually was to be a MK MZODERN event and somewhat here it did. It was around this time I realized; what if there was no betrayal in the world of the characters and that the betrayal was a self imposed one. I pondered about this and really much pondered on the past emotions and how over time I realized that maybe the world in which I write is just messed up and really the world in which the characters exist is not.

     I pondered this whilst making the 2020 version of the work just a year ago. Really much found myself on a path to an enlightenment. What would be the other logical conclusion if not betrayal as I had experienced. Really much; I have come to find that its acceptance and that its acceptance that these characters find for theirselves in this story.  I will say that I follow this path in the story and it has opened doors of realization that would have stayed closed if I choose to be self imposing onto a narrative. I last left the story of last year where the goth was trying to sleep with the tech. Let's see how this path works in the direction of acceptance than betrayal...!